Feeling kind of lost/out of sync lately. Took a walk to one of the gardens on campus and just sat on a bench to be alone in the quiet darkness. I like sitting in the dark; there is nothing to distract you. The process is simple, you sit, stare into the patch of grass in front of you, lose focus, and be with your thoughts. Once in a while you look up to the sky and gaze at the stars above, think about why/how you wound up at this point in your life, stare down into the grass in front of you, lose focus again, and repeat.

However much thought-sorting I did, it made me feel better.

"It's dark I know,
But then again, it is the brightest thing I've got."